Such a trial that you and those you worked with endured! And like you mentioned, the mixed feelings of gratitude that you can leave to calm and safety and the guilt you feel for all those you leave behind! And you must have taken and carried away with you the experience of PTSD from the hell of anxiety day in day out...
Indeed - so many mixed emotions! And always the sense of the unfairness of it all - the privilege of foreigners who can leave, and those whose home this is for countless generations who must either endure, fight, or leave their homeland...there are no good choices.
Such a trial that you and those you worked with endured! And like you mentioned, the mixed feelings of gratitude that you can leave to calm and safety and the guilt you feel for all those you leave behind! And you must have taken and carried away with you the experience of PTSD from the hell of anxiety day in day out...
Indeed - so many mixed emotions! And always the sense of the unfairness of it all - the privilege of foreigners who can leave, and those whose home this is for countless generations who must either endure, fight, or leave their homeland...there are no good choices.